Smiling for my fans
I ain't hiding my hands
Coming to you in the truest version of myself
12 will never know about all the secrets that I kept
My love for you's so different it's hard to show I don't care
I know my fans wondering why I had to bleach my hair
Keep a smile on my face as I tend to go through the worst
Go put a condom on your ear and you can fuck what you heard
She thought I'm cheating while I'm out here
Putting in overtime work
I told her leave
Loaded off these drugs spilt lean on my shirt
Facing all these blunts to hide the fact I'm overly hurt
Gotta sign a deal for my visa but I won't lower my worth
I took his charge I see him ain't even tryna chip in the lawyer
I ain't fuckin with that boy no more I meant what I said
I done played blind to your flaws I wish it was about the bread
At the same time I ask God don't take my grandma to heaven
All this weight on my shoulders it's comin out heavy
My chain full of tears just see these diamonds I'm shedding
I went through bullshit after bullshit
For to get here for this time I got ready
I overplayed my part to show em I'm real where is my credit?
Smiling for my fans
I ain't hiding my hands
Coming to you in the truest version of myself
12 will never know about all the secrets that I kept
My love for you's so different it's hard to show I don't care
I know my fans wondering why I had to bleach my hair
Keep a smile on my face as I tend to go through the worst
Go put a condom on your ear and you can fuck what you heard
Staying 10 toes off a bean I'm rolling like a rillo
I'm with like 10 hoes every 1 of em just tryna bend over
Tryna seduce me want a baby with a rapper I ain't goin for that
No I ain't goin for that
And while I'm counting these racks
I got a killer on side driving me around
I'm reminiscing bout the times my mama lost her house
And now her son a star they happy to see him in town
This case I caught I promise that's the last time that she frown
Just a player in this game who gon say that I'm wrong
The same ones who did me dirty hate that I'm on
Embracing all my flaws with this pain I still shine
And for the fact I don't talk they gon think that I'm shy
Smiling for my fans
I ain't hiding my hands
Coming to you in the truest version of myself
12 will never know about all the secrets that I kept
My love for you's so different it's hard to show I don't care
I know my fans wondering why I had to bleach my hair
Keep a smile on my face as I tend to go through the worst
Go put a condom on your ear and you can fuck what you hear