Had my back on the wall everybody left I can't blame no one but me
They all sold me dreams and I fell for it I can't shame no one but me
I was blind to what I ain't wanna see
Different time zones I'm in another region blowing gas
Give me another reason to go back
Foot on the pedal I ain't gon crash
I'm on a different level see the gap
Loving myself at last I ain't sad no more
I get high to the point where I can't record
Reminiscing thinkin' 'bout California
That's where I belong at
Waiting on me but I got nun for ya
You playing with me yea I saw that
You playing with me I won't call back
Beverly Hills where my heart at
I promise we ain't gon hurt no more
I just had to take it personal
Really be the ones you love the most
I accept my fate which way it goes
I was broke without a place to go to
If you moved on first ain't tryna hold you
I came in first and now they start to hate
You talk shit but yo part you hardly play it
Depression knocked me down I'll try again
Pops died trying so I gotta win
All this pain and anger I just gotta vent
Got another chance I can't afford to blow it
Bro in military ask him how he doing
Tell me I'm a star and "Harry you influence"
I was rocking the same outfits
Tryna put these pills down but somehow I can't seem to keep my hands off em
Tell me sober up when I can't
I been covered up in these pints
Being broke it left me insane
They all changed but I'm still the same
Still the same kid as before that's who I am
I got the world in my hands I ain't droppin it
I came here as an accident
I'm handsome but my past was ugly
Give it plastic surgery
I was told that only God can judge me
All my flaws I'm loving it yeah
Had my back on the wall everybody left I can't blame no one but me
They all sold me dreams and I fell for it I can't shame no one but me
I was blind to what I ain't wanna see
Different time zones I'm in another region blowing gas
Give me another reason to go back
Foot on the pedal I ain't gon crash
I'm onna different level see the gap
Loving myself at last I ain't sad no more
I get high to the point where I can't record
Reminiscing thinkin bout California
That's where I belong at
Waiting on me but I got nun for ya
You playing with me yea I saw that