Ego check left me paranoid, is this room full of snakes
I can't trust my boys, I make moves to evade
I wish to avoid any crowds, don't feel safe, I don't make a noise
Ain't seen the sun in three days, four walls and the ceiling been my cage
Hate how I've been feeling, but can't change
My life got no meaning, these years all have been a waste
Yeah you got what you want - I don't never go out
There's not a damn place I don't feel you around
I can't show face for the shame and the doubts
Lost my way and it can't be found
Losing sleep, waking up in cold sweats
Losing teeth in my dreams, and I'm fearing what's next
Feeling grief creeping up with death
So I gotta watch out like a new patek
I watch my three, watch my nine, watch my six all the time
They got sticks cause their stones broke no bones of mine
Bitche just get in the line, raise your fists, we'll fight
I'd love to spin that jaw, I just wish you
Watch my three, watch my nine, watch my six all the time
They got sticks cause their stones broke no bones of mine
Bitche just get in the line, raise your fists, we'll fight
I'd love to spin that jaw, I just wish you die
Got no breath like my lungs collapsing
Hate walls of bodies that ain't got no gaps in
Get nauseous, thinking I'm fucking trapped in
I'm gone, I'm not here, I'm just playing along
I got a fear that the world's gonna swallow me whole
I'll disappear, you won't hear from me, it won't be long
The day is near, ain't it clear, I don't love anyone
Yeah, yeah
Getting reckless, always chasing happiness that never comes
I'm infected with the darkness cause I shot the fucking sun
Retrospective of my actions and the person I've become
Paranoia fills my body, now that I've turnt 21
I'm a mess, always working, I'm ascending with my craft
Never rest, since the day you chose to stab me in the back
No regrets, since November I've been sticking to my plan
I've been blessed with the curse of creativity
My hands getting bloody every time I kill my past self and my sins
I don't know where tablefourteen ends and real life begins
Leave my head up on a swivel every time I make amends
Watch my back and keep a front cause I don't trust my fucking friends