The emotional effect a person can have on you is unprecedented Especially when that person is suddenly removed from your life in the worst way Possible Paranoia, Sleepless Nights, and the constant bad feeling in your gut These are all things we, as humans feel when we lose someone we once held so close To us Whether it be due to Death, Heartbreak or Betrayal, we all have the same core reaction And emotional response I see your face in my dreams and its haunting my present by showing our past Can't get to sleep out of fear now im tired and restless i wanna relapse Needing to find a release from the torment im locking myself in the lab I'm moving on with my life but im scared that your prescence will cause a collapse I'm getting sick of my life I'm fucking scared of myself I'm thinking back on the shit that i did And I know that I'm going to hell Memories burned in my eyes Know that my mental is down PIcking my head up from under the dirt And i wish you would look at me now Wish you would look at me now ay yeah Wish you would look at me now yeah yeah Wish you would look at me now yeah yeah Wish you would look at me now ay yeah I see your face in my dreams and it's haunting my present by showing our past Can't get to sleep out of fear now im tired and restless i wanna relapse Needing to find a release from the torment im locking myself in the lab I'm moving on with my life but im scared that your prescence will cause a collapse But fear not. There is an escape from this pain. An escape from the everlasting torment That comes with that loss All you have to do is... Close your eyes, and everything will be alright