I know I can never be the only one you keeping alive
Turn around and fuck my funny side, I hate it to laugh
Yeah it's over
Now every little thing is causing hate
Yeah, I'm sitting here and trying to hold back what's in my brain
"You're weak"
Fuck you, I don't want to be alive
"Don't speak"
But it's just the thing that's on my mind
"I'll leave"
I don't have the power anymore
Holding back all the tears that I cried for you
No more, no more
Fuck, my head will explode
All these thoughts they keep coming, can't take it no more
Fucking sick in my head, I just want to escape
I'm okay, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm okay
No more, no more
Fuck, my head will explode
All these thoughts they keep coming, can't take it no more
Fucking sick in my head, I just want to escape
I'm okay, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm okay
Shut up, shut up, it's alright
You sound like a pussy that tries to be kind
Mom? What was I as a kid like?
Did I lose my spark? Did I never ignite?
Gone, is it gone?
All my voices tell me: stop
It's not worth it, no cares about an artist anymore
"You sound like a-"
Bitch, I just wanted to feel anything
Pushed my friends far away, I am sorry for being him
Caught in a body that I always hated
I'm starting to lose what was never a thing: being kind
"You're the nice guy, all the others are so fake"
What if I tell you I don't really feel like him?
I know I can never be the only one you keeping alive
Turn around and fuck my funny side, I hate it to laugh
Yeah it's over
Now every little thing is causing hate
Yeah, I'm sitting here and trying to hold back what's in my brain
"You're weak"
Fuck you, I don't want to be alive
"Don't speak"
But it's just the thing that's on my mind
"I'll leave"
I don't have the power anymore
Holding back all the tears that I cried for you
No more, no more
Fuck, my head will explode
All these thoughts they keep coming, can't take it no more
Fucking sick in my head, I just want to escape
I'm okay, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm okay
No more, no more
Fuck, my head will explode
All these thoughts they keep coming, can't take it no more
Fucking sick in my head, I just want to escape
I'm okay, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm okay