Is this what it's like
Becoming paralyzed
Exhausted from the lies
Tired of the nonsense
Can't say I'm surprised
You're full of lows and highs
I'm thirsty for them thighs
My sorrow has dispensed
Stuck inside this maze
Help I've lost my way
There is no escape
Life is so intense
Bullshit at the side
Guess what we had has died
I'll always have my pride
Now I'm on defense
Over the shit I've put up with
Your last visit had made me sick
I swear this
Ain't no COVID bitch
I've begun to second guess
If You were the path I should've picked
I Plucked you from my list
In my head I'm like damn
I'm down for this
It's all a façade
Fell in your trap And you applaud
Inflicting tricks and gimmicks
Knowing me so it's a given
Increased efforts made me give in
You are like a drug, you're so addicting
Filtering out the toxins
Through with all of the talkin'
The race is over now I'm walking
Lookin' back you can catch me scoffing
Is this what it's like
Becoming paralyzed
Exhausted from the lies
Tired of the nonsense
Can't say I'm surprised
You're full of lows and highs
I'm Thirsty for them thighs
My sorrow has dispensed
Stuck inside this maze
Help I've lost my way
There is no escape
Life is so intense
Bullshit at the side
Guess what we had has died
I'll always have my pride
Now I'm on defense
Where do I go
I do not Know
Life is a Joke
Life's a shit show
Can you save me
Please pray for me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me
Where do I go
I do not know
Life is a joke
Life's a shit show
Can you save me
Please pray For me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me
Is this what it's like
Becoming paralyzed
Exhausted from the lies
Tired of the nonsense
Can't say I'm surprised
You're full of lows and highs
I'm Thirsty for them thighs
My sorrow has dispensed
Stuck inside this maze
Help I've lost my way
There is no escape
Life is so intense
Bullshit at the side
Guess what we had has died
I'll always have my pride
Now I'm on defense