If I could better myself I'd try To bury every single lie I told to save my skin Like a rattle snake I shook you and I slithered away I'm not alive but I won't die So bring me back to life Reality evaded my eyes Encapsulating my inherited lies Exacerbating everything that I tried And in this moment I have realised That no one will trust me now I am the same as I once was No longer brainwashed No longer afraid, afraid of you ♪ Afraid of you ♪ I never wanted it to be like this Acting like we're any different My reflection impairs your sight I'm leaving you behind, I leave you behind I'm worth it Take the shot and I'll prove it You tried to kill me Torn, reborn to fall So let me be a martyr to all The bigger the man, the harder he falls Envy ♪ Envy