I felt you leave before you even walked out the door
How could something so beautiful become so painful
Covered in scars left by thorns
I felt you leave before the petals began to fall
You abandoned me, I'm left here all alone
I'm lost without you, this bed's become so cold
This void is endless, my head is a fucking wreck
So many things that I need to get off of my chest
But I don't know where to begin
So I guess I'll just repress
Talkin' about how minds a mess
I'm fucking sick and there is no room for me to breathe
I'm suffocating in my own skin
Are we getting close to tear at the seams
Confusion, self destruction left in such defeat
Am I the cause for all this misery
I've lost myself, and everything I love it seems
I'm losing myself to this disease
It's like a curse that's been forced upon me
I struggle to find the answer
All hope is lost within finding closure
I'm losing myself to this disease
It's like a curse that's been forced upon me
I struggle to find the answer
All hope is lost within finding closure
Drowning forever
Some things are left unspoken
Better off left unsaid
I'm struggling to find an answer
Lost love, can't find your composure
I replay these mistakes a thousand times a day
I wish for death to come and take me away
You abandoned me, I'm left here all alone
I've spiraled and now my hearts become cold
Drowning forever
Some things are left unspoken
Better off left unsaid
I'm struggling to find an answer
Lost love, can't find your composure
(Drowning forever)
Some things are left unspoken
Better off left unsaid
I'm struggling to find an answer (Find an answer)
Lost love, can't find your composure