I felt you leave before you even walked out the door How could something so beautiful become so painful? Covered in scars left by thorns I felt you leave before the petals began to fall You abandoned me, I'm left here all alone Some things are left unspoken, better off left unsaid I'm struggling to find an answer Lost love, can't find your composure I replay these mistakes a thousand times a day I wish for death to come and take me away You abandoned me, I'm left here all alone I've spiraled and now my heart's become so cold (Drowning forever) Some things are left unspoken, better off left unsaid I'm struggling to find an answer Lost love, can't find your composure Are we getting close to tear at the seams? Confusion, self-destruction left in such defeat Am I the cause for all this misery? I've lost myself and everything I love it seems I'm losing myself to this disease It's like a curse that's been forced upon me I struggle to find, find the answer Some things are left unspoken, better off left unsaid I'm struggling to find an answer Lost love, can't find your composure