Slam the door right in my face and twist the lock until it's safe
I run and hide, self-medicate, convinced myself, I'm not okay
Plot it up all in my head
Walk a thin line from holding back
Fall face down, were giving in
Fall face down, the walls caved in
Stressed beyond belief
The ring wraps around my head
Tension rises, blood thins and the sun sets
Left alone again, with nothing to return to
Nothing to return to
Watch time hold the world by the wrist for a minute
Leaving us disconnected
Distraught from all this constant failure
From all of this constant failure
Wait for it all to be reset
We're treading water waiting for reactions
In a sea of people who never cared about us
Why can't I see through it all?
Refusing to accept what is
Relapse the moment over again
Forgetting its all just a memory
Realize it's there and tell me
What does this taste like
How does it feel
Let it pass right through you
Don't let it consume what's in you
Watch time hold the world by the wrist for a minute
Leaving us disconnected
Distraught from all this constant failure
From all of this constant failure
Wait for it all to be reset
We're treading water waiting for reactions
In a sea of people who never cared about us
Why can't I see through it all?
Refusing to accept what is
Relapse the moment over again
Forgetting its all just a memory
Realize it's there and tell me
Run face first into the walls
We trip and fall
Over again and again and again
We slip and fall beneath it all
You've followed this path through your very own personal hell
You can't abandon distrust
You're a coward, I'm a coward
I'm spitting out skin and bone
Can't drop this pain
Doesn't seem to go away
Black it out, white it out
I can't count the days, I can't seem to run away, runaway
I'm sick and tired of never letting go
I'm so sick and tired, of never letting go