I stand a broken, withered, tattered man Hunched over, counting every grain of sand I wait for Death to finally speak my name Lifetimes of longing seem to me to be the same I've burned, and burned until my skins blistered I've felt the warmth of icy blades I've choked and gasped while sinking towards the depths I've maimed myself in seeking death I won't let this be my existence for eternity Bleeding and screaming, then breathing again Ceaselessly living a life with no death (Over and over and over again) I keep killing myself but it won't fucking end It won't end I keep killing myself Serving His dark, twisted bidding to killing I slew the Goddess that suppressed His will In Her last moments alive on this Earth Bellowing softly, she seeded this curse Needing a servant to serve as His host I was to become His being engrossed Proving Her cunning, She prolonged His rest By making me worthless in halting my death I've burned, and smoldered till I turned to ash I've bled and dismembered my composition I stand a broken, withered, tattered man I wait for Death to finally speak my name Death won't speak my name