So I stood at the top of the overpass Watching the trains pass by below me If I jump and they hit me at full speed Will they still take me where I need to be? Happiness isn't real Just a lie we pretend to feel I've been searching for anything I can For what has made me the way I am I've been circling the drain Tryna let the process take the blame Bite my tongue til it bleeds Hope you got what you fucking need Our default state of being Is a state of misery How bout some peace of mind? That you'd be on mine As I left everything behind