Every day I live the trauma again I'm placing this out in the open I've become one with my pain I have no choice in this anymore My burning frustration Mind over matter but nothing to be said Mind over matter but nothing to be said In my home, in my haven It now brings nothing but fear and pain Each day the people around me get to see it This fucking violence Weak, I'm living out a fucking hollow existence Weak, I'm living out a fucking hollow existence I wonder how much I underestimate myself Cascading words that whirl within You brought this all upon yourself And the great sleep that lies upon my mind You brought this on yourself My burning frustration Mind over matter but nothing to be said Am I fit to walk this path I've chosen Blinded by my own rage Crying for air, yearn to be free from despair, biting down through my tongue Blood swiftly wells in my lungs I will never be rid of this memory Left with me for eternity Regurgitation of the pain Regurgitation of the pain