Paranoia cycle Disappointment Am I repeating my days Plagued by a cycle Permutations of a basic lifestyle Plagued by a cycle Paranoia Permutations, I can see all Plagued by a cycle myself I've blinded Panic vein Am I repeating my days Dictated by an ideal grey shade Fucking monotony Am I living the same day over I am nothing but a shell of who I used to be I am so afraid of what I have become I've lost myself I'm living in a waking nightmare Panic striking the heart Paranoia Who have I become I've lost myself to this hatred Flowing through my veins Who have I become I've lost myself to this fear that's still dictating me There is no escape Paranoia Bearing down on me Disappointment punctuating my existence Fuck Paranoid, I'm lost I can't find my way home