Call it a breakthrough or you could call it a haunting It's just a way to acknowledge the wretched things I've been wanting Win it or lose it or burn it or break it My masochism runs deep, runs wide One day I'll die Climb into my throat and reach down and touch my spine Precarious and thoughtless, it kinda felt right I could've told you my body was vacant And you could've acted as though you were human I'll invent a way to learn to detoxify Knife in the canvas, you gotta clear up the evidence 'Cause they'll take you to battle for all the things that you've written Love it or hate it or cut it or bleed it My masochism runs deep, runs wide, that's why I lie Climb into my throat and reach down and touch my spine Precarious and thoughtless, it kinda felt right I could've told you my body was vacant And you could've acted as though you were human I'll invent a way to learn to detoxify I could've told you my body was vacant And you could've looked through the eyes of a human So tear out my insides, inside them you might find The mind you invaded, I could be complacent I could be complacent Climb into my throat and reach down and touch my spine Precarious and thoughtless, it kinda felt right I could've told you my body was vacant And you could've acted as though you were human I'll invent a way to learn to detoxify