Beat my soul into submission
Hope I'll learn by 80
To hate yourself, it's like a drug
I've been consuming lately
You keep your secrets
Are you lyin
Why this got me doubtin
It's like I can't explain my feelings
Through these words I'm shoutin
You kiss my neck until I crash
My heart just skipped and fell out fast
I overthink the shit I should
You fret and bleed the way I would
If I found you alone
Couple men in the past
But you tell me you know
I'm a fortunate soul
I've been up dyin
For like 20 nights
I keep my head up
When I heard you died
I need you please
To just give me enough
Cause I'm imperfect
When I open up
Just how I act
Lonesome thoughts
Keep me intact
I'm in the wrong town sleepin all day
I put up with this shit just to have my way
And I'm really in the back of it
An when I hear my sin
Its what I rap about and why it bring me in
So why you reading on my mind
For the millionth time
I told you I ain't give a sign
Ya ego raisin the bar bitch
Red hot
Ya burnin my nose
Too close for love
I hate those
On my own shit
Makin time I hate the lines you wrote in
Everybody hatin
But I know we steady growin
Lust touched at first I'll admit
Ya tone rings soul across my abyss
Imma damn void
Fill me up and take me up a road
I fought a couple demons
Just to find my golden ghost
We in a war zone
An we fighting for are lives
Some mothafuckin pussies callin out
These blatant lies
Like how you gonna benefit from shit like this
You talk so low
So pathetic
I need to serenade my peers
Drown my act with crystal tears
Fuck your friends
And fuck you too
I hate your cries
Your lame excuses
Cause
I've been up dyin
For like 20 nights
I keep my head up
When I heard you died
I need you please
To just give me enough
Cause I'm imperfect
When I open up
I've been up dyin
For like 20 nights
I keep my head up
When I heard you died
I need you please
To just give me enough
Cause I'm imperfect
When I open up