Cause I'm sure it's hard to find When you're fighting for your life Cause I'm sure it's hard to find When you're fighting for your life Ok now Trouble still finding me I want the finer things I keep my head down when it rains I tell the sky i live in shame I need my fucking pharmacist The empty promises I tell myself i'll feel alright You'll never know what trauma is Now bleed for me Now fiend for me I feel it krept up It kills me free I'm feeling messed up It's building me Aye Feel the heat up in my chest The beam is showing I feel depressed I'm all that remains Now Summon my my pain I'm never the same Wide awake in my dreams Why they bothering me What's following me I'm all that remains now Summon my rage now I don't wanna feel I don't want no pills Never know what's real When will i be healed Every time I talk So I hide behind A lie I need to find I know it's complicated but it's me Cause I'm sure it's hard to find When you're fighting for your life Cause I'm sure it's hard to find When you're fighting for your life Just relax and flow Shit just comes and goes When you're on your own I've been feeling off Every time I talk So I hide behind A lie I need to find I know it's complicated but it's me Look every single lie Don't just run away and hide This is who I'm meant to be Going slow but I worked harder More than you know Miracles only happen when you're passing by Every time I talk I get cut off I ain't even trippin I'm boutta blast Off Cause I'm sure it's hard to find When you're fighting for your life Cause I'm sure it's hard to find When you're fighting for your life Just relax and flow Shit just comes and goes When you're on your own I've been feeling off Every time I talk So I hide behind A lie I need to find I know it's complicated but it's me