Barely alive
Clinging to my vices
Tell me I ain't right
There's no dreams without nightmares
Standing on thin ice
Clinging to my vices
Don't tell me I ain't right
You're either dead or dying
Im barely alive
Never been this low
Sunken beneath all the anchors
You can check my location
If this is ain't the deepest
It's pretty fuckin near it
Money on the mind I ain't thinkin clearly
Cups half full tryna stay positive
Duckin obstacles
Smoke in my lungs no oxygen
Got a prior obligation to a higher callin
So I guess I best be gettin on with it
Strong will, I turn a flame to a furnace
I want smoke
Not that vape that you burnin
I'm straining my circuits
Grains in the glass make their way down I'm nervous
Shit, I just need another 5
It's killin me,
Everyday that I ain't got you here with me
The most painful reminder
So much left unfinished
Resent myself wanna end it
But, things still require my attention while I'm
Barely alive
Clinging to my vices
Tell me I ain't right
There's no dreams without nightmares
Standing on thin ice
Clinging to my vices
Don't tell me I ain't right
You're either dead or dying
Im barely alive
Can you feel my heart beating out of my chest
When you lay your head
Can you feel my heart beating out of my chest
When you lay your head
How much is left
Counting every second
You can bet that ima die tryna feel it beating
Wild through the night, adrenaline I'm feeding
Will I wake in the mornin
Baby girl lay your head on my shoulder
Us against the rest of the world till it's over
Armageddon up ahead here we goin
Lord take my soul I'm
Barely alive
Clinging to my vices
Tell me I ain't right
There's no dreams without nightmares
Standing on thin ice
Clinging to my vices
Don't tell me I ain't right
You're either dead or dying
Im barely alive