If you saw the life I was livin'
Wouldn't even talk
You'd be hangin from the ceilin'
Tryna live my life, but I'm painted as villain
This the type of shit got the mother fuckers killin'
Like aye
I'm not tryna make big deals
I'm not tryna pop them pills
I'm not tryna write my wills
I'm not tryna let my fears
Get the best of me
Kill the rest of me
You're like dead to me
R.I.P to me
I need nicotine
This shit ain for me
Smokin cbd
High off a cart
Bitch please don't start
Addin the ones to chart
Bitch fuck up my heart
Fuck up my liver
Put my body in river
End of the night
He keep getting stiffer
Coughin out blood and shit
This is the part of it
He tryna fuckin quit
Got his wrist slit
He was just a kid
He ain part of this
He ain part of none
Fuck you protectin, none?
Aye, This a part of live I was livin'
Couldn't make this song if I was hangin from the ceilin'
Could've been the villain, but I'm driven by the millions
Couldn't be the homie that was always down to listen
Could've been the druggie that my momma always fearin'
Couldn't be the student that was first one at the hearings
Could've been the rudest that was always fuckin bitchin'
If you talkin all that shit make my pistol start blickin'
Could've been the fuck up that would teach y'all fuckin lessons
Hate you fuckin bitches Imma treat'em like they peasants
Hate my fuckin parents cause they make me feel less than
Press them
Ian even tryna amend them
Ian even tryna amend them
Ian even tryna amen-
Yuh got a knife on my back
How you say you love me
But you do me like that?
How you make me trust you
When you do me like that
How you say you loyal
But you do me like that?
Fuck
Cardiac arrest
Bitch I been stressed
Lotta money Ian still feel blessed
Rather that be chillin and be broke and depressed
Had to get this shit off my chest
If you saw the life I was livin'
Wouldn't even talk
You'd be hangin' from the ceilin'
Tryna live my life, but I'm painted as villain
This the type of shit got the mother fuckers killin'
Like aye