I wanna hide forever Alone in the dark I thought i'm getting better But look here we are And i'm getting bad again And i'm hurting you again And i dont know who i am Now... Y'all know it's really hard Tryna shed my tears away Freakin' smiling all day But i'm not really ok I'm ok I'm not ok I'm ok But i'm not really ok I'm tired of saying i'm fine Because the truth is i'm not But i know that it's alright It takes time cause its a lot And i'll be happy again And i won't hurt you again And i'll be okay again Soon. Y'all know it's really hard Tryna shed my tears away Freakin' smiling all day But i'm not really ok I'm ok I'm not ok I'm ok But i'm not really ok But i'm not really ok Ok Y'all know it's really hard Tryna shed my tears away Freakin' smiling all day But i'm not really ok I'm ok I'm not ok I'm ok But i'm not really ok