I've been searching for a rainbow
In these grey clouds of destruction
And I find myself enclosed
Within these walls of doubt
I'm wallowing
Tryna find my way out
And I keep creeping away from my reality
Hiding the pain with cotton candy feelings
Hoping this fake smile never fades
They can't see I'm crumbling
Never meant for these four walls to be so high
Now they keep me from the sky of dreams
Bitter water left my tongue stained
Since then I've never been the same
Oh
Oh, I'm wallowing tryna find my way
Wallowing tryna find my way out
And I keep creeping away from my reality
Hiding the pain with cotton candy feelings
Hoping this fake smile never fades
Cause they can't see I'm crumbling
Oh
Wallowing tryna find my way
Wallowing tryna find my way out
Oh, oh
I keep creeping away from my reality
Oh, hiding the pain with cotton candy feelings
Hoping this fake smile never fades
They can't see I'm crumbling
I'm creeping away from my reality
Oh, hiding the pain with cotton candy feelings
Hoping this fake smile never fades
They can't see I'm crumbling
Oh, they can't see I'm crumbling
They can't see I'm crumbling down