I was up in a panic I was fleeing the scene I was blurring the boundaries between you and me I was focusing on distant things; I was blaming someone else for a life that I took off its course all by myself It gets hard not to think that I've wasted everything And every person that I meet sees exactly what you say you see So go and tell your friends that you're not sure what went wrong Yeah I know that happens when I'm gone I've sorted this all out; I'll take most the blame for now Until your pride will let you pause, replace short sight with what once was It got hard not to notice that every word I spoke When our love lost its focus just stayed suspended, stuck between my lips Like you stay suspended, stuck between my lips