I don't know if I'm myself anymore Who am I? I felt the cold embrace of reality and its disdain as I opened my eyes The ceiling seemed to stare back at me There was something inside I just couldn't hide What's the point of my life if it's all a disguise? Smile outside, but I'm dead inside Everything's alright, there's no danger in sight, because the house I died in is a figment of my mind You left me to rot but my heart still beats I cried for relief and you continued to sleep I hope you got your rest in this time of need I'm no prodigal son, there's no return for me My mind paints pictures on these walls to cover up my nightmares The floor beneath me starts to fall It seems this house will be the death of me Staring out into the open darkness I see a reflection of myself that I can't describe He sits and smiles as I drown inside my own demise Maybe it's the demons pulling the wool over my eyes Or maybe I should accept I'm lost and blind All I know is I'm sick of feeling this way It was all a disguise The house I died in was a figment of my mind I wave away my life, a mere transient in this world Reality shapes itself around me I'll light the match and lay this house to rest