Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes I wanna be everything that you need right now If you forgive and forget We won't relive, won't regret a thing I'm crushed to say, I'll admit I'm a wreck. I'm a nervous fool Oh, I'm cleaning up for you You're the last thing that I wanna lose Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes I wanna be everything that you need right now Here in this hospital bed It's a lonely sentiment (Don't cast me aside) And all the time that we've spent Replay it over again (Until I have tried) Oh, I'm cleaning up for you You're the last thing that I wanna lose Oh, you've helped me through and through Hold me close, I'm too strung out on you Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes I wanna be everything that you need right now When the push comes to shove I'll confess that it's where I belong Take this shell that you free me of There's no need to prolong Oh, I'm cleaning up for you You're the last thing that I wanna lose Oh, you've helped me through and through Hold me close, I'm too strung out on you Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes I wanna be everything that you need right now Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes I wanna be everything that you need right now