Tell me I'm a burden
It no longer hurts and
I could use the truth every now and then
Stuck here by the TV
Back seat of my body
Thinking what's the last time I broke a sweat
Fun, isn't it?
All this self-destructive shit I get into when I'm alone
Fun, isn't it?
When I catch myself in the monitor just trying to fill that hole
Uptight
In a habit of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
Cover my own black eye
And this pattern of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
Fixate on a thing I said in 2009
Everyone remembers, I'd be willing to bet
I think I really loved you
Or some version of you
Now I love your ghost on the internet
Fun, isn't it?
All this self-destructive shit I get into when I'm alone
Fun, isn't it?
When I catch myself in the monitor just trying to fill that hole
Uptight
In a habit of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
Cover my own black eye
And this pattern of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
Put myself up on the cross
Because that's where I belong
Put myself up on the cross
Because that's where I feel comfortable
Put myself up on the cross
Because that's where I belong (Oh no, I'm just)
Uptight
In a habit of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
Cover my own black eye
And this pattern of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
No, no, no
Beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight
Cover my own black eye
And this pattern of beating myself up every night
You know I can't win a fair fight