Man, I've been so down the last few years Just 'cause I'm smiling doesn't mean that I'm okay God, sometimes I wish I wasn't here But I am way too fucking scared to leave this place And I try to pick myself back up But sometimes I feel like giving up ♪ And I miss the days that I felt high And I hate they way you say goodbye ♪ I know that I need help, I know, I do But I can't afford a therapist these days So I just sit alone in my room And keep hoping that this feeling goes away And I try to pick myself back up But sometimes I feel like giving up ♪ And I miss the days that I felt high And I hate they way you say goodbye ♪ And I try to pick myself back up But sometimes I feel like giving up ♪ And I miss the days that I felt high And I hate they way you say goodbye