Remembrance is all I have left I need to be proud but I am bereft Every route has its dead end May this one be mine from depths to ascend Empty months follow each other Like a night is chasing the day Intimates surround and bother But everything just stays the same Balanced with pain and pleasure Feeling between life and death Determined with pills and measure Killed in an unfair order Scared to face the dark and blindness Is it worse that I can't hear in this silence Is it the darkness that I fear Or that blindness overcomes There's nothing left to feel We're empty inside I can't swallow all your solace Dying here without the grace Nothing can help us anymore There's no task for me to live for When the sun rises and night has gone You will know that I am done I have gone through the shadows To the deepest place so hollow Balanced with pain and pleasure Feeling between life and death Determined with pills and measure Killed in an unfair order Scared to face the dark and blindness Is it worse that I can't hear in this silence Is it the darkness that I fear Or that blindness overcomes There's nothing left to feel We're empty inside Empty inside Scared to face the dark and blindness Is it worse that I can't hear in this silence Is it the darkness that I fear Or that blindness overcomes There's nothing left to feel We're empty inside Empty inside