After eleven days thinking Now I'm just trying to remember And I try to not to try To notice again About I'll never be the best of anything There's always going to be someone over To be someone over you Make me believe that I'll do it better than myself Make me believe that you even love me I cannot feel the rain over my face I cannot see your eyes looking at me I am forgetting the words you said But be sure that you are going to be it I don't know why What's better for you But I know what's better for me And I don't hide to myself And I don't live to myself I'm just the best that you have never seen I'm just the best that you have never seen I'm just the best that you have never seen I'm just the best that you have never seen I cry blood tears, I know it When I see the clearing I see myself I know what's the best of me, of me I see the success like a Hollywood star My obvious overcome to see all of them But I'll never want to be, there's all of it There's something gonna be Make me believe that I'll do it better than myself Make me believe that you even love me I can't even breathe on my own Never ever, sometimes gonna be I don't know why What's better for you I can't explain everything that's for you Sometimes I'm gonna die Make me bleed I can't explain, and all I gave it to you It's over and over me But under my skin I supposed to be happy I can't find someone in this life It's perfect I know November it's ending And really I know That's the eleventh mutilated boy that I say