Spent the day in my own broken head Living for people who wish I was dead I should get the fuck out of my room Dig my own grave, so my friends don't have to I'm barely breathing, suffering season Or maybe it's me and I'm at the pity party of my dreams Can't eat your cake if it's rotten Don't drink the punch 'cause it's toxic Everyone here is of my own delusion I'm all alone blowing up black balloons (Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah) I'm all a- I'm all alone I'm all alone blowing up black balloons I'm not even gonna fight it So sorry, but you're uninvited It's me, myself and I like it The sad bitch in me got a tight grip Knee-deep in the crazy got me gossiping with shadows Someone should restrain me, I'll be happy in the mad house I'm barely breathing, suffering season Or maybe it's me and I'm at the pity party of my dreams Can't eat your cake if it's rotten (if it's rotten) Don't drink the punch, 'cause it's toxic ('cause it's toxic) Everyone here is of my own delusion I'm all alone blowing up black balloons Tables are set for disaster Banner says, "You never mattered" Everyone here is of my own delusion I'm all alone blowing up black balloons (Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah) I'm all a- I'm all alone I'm all alone blowing up black balloons