If I was an angel Never leave the ground Look for anyone to blame Never anyone around I tattoo my hands I remember not to die I don't need no backup plans I'm just trying to feel alive It's easy to be unfaithful Once you've been unfaithful once I'll forever be ungrateful Touch my hand for the first time in months like It was nothing I am nothing I am nothing And my life cannot slow down When we need to pay our bills I am addicted to American sleeping pills And every step could be my last One that snaps me in half I'm in love with everything Except for the past It will eat you alive We'll both feel good at the time To feed something in me That I wish would die If we continue to talk You will begin to lie I am addicted to destruction I'm the queen of the night I am nothing I am nothing I am nothing I am nothing It's the sugar on the pill It's the little taste of sweetness It's the memory of you still A reminder of my weakness It's the way I caught your name The way you got defensive It's the way I feel the same Times I am apprehensive Must say that I'm okay if you look at me that way I'm okay if you look at me, look at me I'm okay if you look at me that way I'm okay if you look at me, look at me, look at me I am nothing I am nothing I am nothing I am nothing