If you could see what's inside my head You'd be disappointed I'm just concentrating on not falling down And not saying anything stupid Oh why do you do it Look under the surface Try to find some kind of meaning Reason or purpose The nameplate necklace around my neck Bears the name of somebody I've never met A name I pulled out of an unreadable book It's purely phonetic Oh why do you do it Look under the surface Try to find some kind of meaning Reason or purpose My leaking eyes are caused by the wind It's a physical condition Oh why do you do it Look under the surface Try to find some kind of meaning Reason or purpose The world is sick and in my head I'm just counting steps or letters in a name From one to eleven and back again Trying to get to a place Where thought has been erased By ritual systems