Standing in the yard Counting the leaves Waiting for a lightning bolt To bring me to my knees Will i be let down By the sunshine and the earth and the clouds Lying on the couch With a tabloid magazine How to keep the dream alive Gotta do it for the money If i say it a hundred times Can i learn to believe the lie Don't believe in promises It won't happen unless it does Don't believe in miracles Some problems cannot be solved Shooting blades of grass Shadows move so fast All the things i thought i knew Now where do i go and what do i do Failure failure failure failure failure