Catholic guilt and bedsheet sins Where do I turn myself in Nights of straps and zippers pulled Does it matter if intentions are good Donation dollar for a fabric rose I wear the medal for the most morose Fall down drunk and sleep on the stoop What did I do before I did what I do Woah, father it has been years since I gave a shit What's happening My heart and mouth and mind all contradict Talk to a friend on a chemical high Asked what I thought happens when you die I said it's just something we hide behind And anyway it's gonna happen sometime Woah, father it has been years since I gave a shit What's happening My heart and mouth and mind all contradict I was hoping that I wasn't too far Hoping I wasn't too far gone Try to stitch it at the seams but it's all coming apart It's coming apart I'm predisposed to consumption eyes I'll find a girl and tell her pretty lies Like "Babe one day it's gonna be alright" Well I kind of wish I was the type On a whim with an ex in bed Rerun the pros and cons in your head You know the right thing but you call her instead How many hearts are stuck in this chest Woah, father it has been years since I gave a shit What's happening My heart and mouth and mind all contradict I was hoping that I wasn't too far Hoping I wasn't too far gone Try to stitch it at the seams but it's all coming apart It's coming apart