Yeah
The devil come at your highest highs
Uh, find the lie
Playing my cards right until a deal get finalized
It's aight my guy I'm doing fine
It's just less ways that I gotta divide a pie
But look I'm up
And I don't like my fam seeing me when I'm down now
But my down sides are still up sides to my mom, wow
I flipped that shit around
Cuz it ain't nothing compared to when she bailed me out
Nothing major just some traffic shit
But unpaid fines would show the signs of just how bad I did
The path that I was traveling
Was full of nails and glass & shit
Drifting in the wrong lanes but I avoided accidents
Now I'm moving half as quick so I can see the signs that say hazardous
But back then, my only drive was cash to get
I admit
I closed my eyes and that's the only thoughts that came about
A bank account with an equally matching fame amount
Sometimes I just want to lay down
But I can't cause I'm addicted to the chase now
The goals go on the plate now
Once you finish that, it bring the cake out
That's a tip for those that's trying to wait 'round
The post come with debates now
The hoes come face down
The women come reluctant cause you in a different phase now
But this is what you wanted so you better not complain now
Can't set any boundaries and you can't get no space now
But what can they say to me
I waited impatiently
Came a little late but took my place in this gracefully
Lots of broken promises and shit that ain't okay to me
But I made a way for me
So now they gotta wait on me
I thought it was panning out
But I see the type of shit that life be handing out
My sister battling cancer now
I'm in the spital with my Mom, Dad and Amber now
But what can I do but stand around
I'll throw hands for my sister but
Cancer tends to dance a lot quicker, it's a dipper
Mom called my phone to tell me that she's getting sicker
While a nigga telling me to "Get more active on Twitter"
Make it make sense
Stress been hittin hard
That nigga must of been on the weight bench
But I feel like I'm 8'10"
Cause I've been standing tall through it all
I ain't breaking
You gotta have patience when a loved one is a patient
And really I'm not sure how much more my Dad can take it
He lost his first daughter kind of sort of to the same shit
It's hard to keep working when your life is uncertain
But the show ain't over 'til they close up the curtain
It's been a little challenge trying to find a little balance
Cause not one of my problems can get solved by a talent
The ups come with downs and it get me paranoid
That's when I hear the voice
Don't get too happy...
The wolves smell joy