There's a sense of attachment with my spot on Jake's floor
Until I pick up my shit and I walk out the door
To go lay on a couch and ignore how I know everything
(Is dead)
But I've been drinking so much it isn't hard to forget
I'm the "asshole with asthma" sucking down cigarettes
Welcoming early death
And the "in betweens" are short reminders
Of drives we used to take god damn it
(I watched you walk away)
I just sat outside and chewed up my fingers until you
(Told me stay away)
It hurt me so bad but you said it much nicer than that
(That for me) was all I heard for
(Weeks on end) it's a never ending noise
(That left me) indifferent towards
(Everything) I've ever known
I watched you walk away
There's overwhelming resentment towards the choices I've made
And it's helping me to forget the names of the days
Until the calendar books just a page that I covered up
With arguments (I'm in no place to use)
And past tenses (From days of me and you)
All presented (in an ink that) bleeds right through
But your words were chosen well
Yeah I couldn't say it better myself
Yeah your words were chosen well
And mine just helped to build myself a fucking private hell
(I let you walk away)
I just sat inside and stared at the floor thinking of
(Words I didn't say)
It made me so mad cause I couldn't blame you for that
(That for me) was all I saw for
(Weeks on end) it's a never ending scene
(That left me) indifferent towards
(Everything) and everyone I know
That for me was all I heard for
Weeks on end it's a never ending noise
That left me indifferent towards
Everything I've ever known and
(I don't hate you)
That for me was all I saw for
(I don't blame you)
Weeks on end it's a never ending scene
(I don't hate you)
That left me indifferent towards
(I don't blame you)
Everything and everyone
(I watched you walk away)
And all things aside I'll swallow my pride I know
(I let you walk away)
You'll go your own way I'll sit and self loath with loneliness
(I'm alone)
Alone with loneliness
I watched you walk away