I just want to feel alive For the first time in my life I wanna see you in the limelight, girl I want you with me all the time 'Cause if we get sober We'll never get old until we die And I should've told ya I feel like I've known you my whole life Where's that sense of adventure? That I had in all my younger years Mid October, the stereo screaming One hand on your lap, one hand on the feeling But as I get older The chip on my shoulder is hard to hide And as I get older The child within me starts to die And if you asked me to stay I'd be leading with this You're on a very long list of the things that I miss So, won't you hold me like you did that night? Well, maybe, I know otherwise Where's that sense of danger? That I felt, when we were just two kids In a bedroom, both skipping school And you were stealing your mom's pills We would just lay there, and stare at each other every night Well, that was the moment That I knew what love was, then, watched it die And if you asked me to stay I'd be leading with this You're on a very long list of the things that I miss So, won't you hold me like you did that night? And if you want to play along, I'll go in for the kiss You've got a love like a bullet, and I'm taking the hit A voice says, "this won't last more than tonight" Well, maybe, I know otherwise Maybe, I know otherwise I'm begging you to stay the night 'Cause I can be the suitor type So over and over again This is the soundtrack to my mistakes This is the soundtrack of all my pain And if you asked me to stay I'd be leading with this (Leading with this) You're on a very long list of the things that I miss So, won't you hold me like you did that night? (Just a little closer) And if you want to play along, I'll go in for the kiss (In for the kiss) You've got a love like a bullet, and I'm taking the hit (Taking the hit) A voice says, "this won't last more than tonight" (Well, maybe, I know otherwise) This won't last more than tonight Well, something tells me otherwise