Thousand miles away I see the light of day A day that knows no tomorrow Distant memories are buried in the past They only bring me pain and sorrow A story not yet told Facing a wall of silence The scars I have inside of me never leaving me alone Forcing me to be on my own trusting no one but myself I'm trapped in a barren reality where nothing ever stays the same Trusting you was my last mistake but the scars they will remain Many years have past and the soul never last Tearing a hole in my heart Falling down through life I'll never be the same Sleeping while my mind rips apart See myself living a lie inside a castle of treachery The future's wide open for me but I walk down a dead end street Feeling the demons arise my body is numb from the unspeakable fear But still I cannot face the real me