Wesside
Wesside
It's been a hell of a minute since I done heard from you
Not sound from you
Not a word from you
Just a couple birthday text back and forth tryna stay acquainted
Still everytime see your name I get a little anxious
I was tryna hit you up but then I mastered patience
Not to mention I don't really know if you been dating
Cause I ain't lurking on ya page no more, I'm over that
But I wrote you this letter and I'm hoping know the facts
It was, uh, never how you thought it was
But I understand if that's how you seen it
Trust and I believe that I remember making promises
Empty promises harming us
My apologies, sorry cause baby girl if I'm honest I was
Prolly going through shit, the normal-er shit
I'm always fucking going through shit
And did I mention, my attention went to grinding, I needed winning
I hate you had to see me at my lowest no Peter Griffen
And you thought I needed woman but I really I needed healing
So maybe I wasn't ready but you had me feelin empty
But now I can see it clearly cause lately I see it differently
Recently had epiphany, you wasn't disrespecting
You wanted what best for me so respecfully
I was tripping, especially you invested in how I was feelin mentally
I couldn't see it
I was blinded by worry and insecurity
Feelin' like you ain't need me
Like you can prolly do better, you feel me
But you don't hear me cause we ain't talkin
And though it's been a minute I think about it often
I don't wanna start a problem
I don't wanna waste your time with this rhyme
But I'm wondering if our time is aligning
To prolly try this thing again
We can start it from scratch
And we make it to the end, we gon prolly relax
Imma always wish you well but I hope that you with it
I put a letter in the mail but in case you ain't get it
I decided to write a song for you
I wrote this song for you
Because baby I think I'm ready for the fall with you
I wanna fall with you
You got me lookin in the mirror like what's wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with you
So I'm ready and I'm willing to give my all to you
Tell me what you wanna do
Hey
Cause baby I'll be waiting patiently
Will you wait with me
And if the Lord take me back may you wait for me
May you wait for me
Oh baby, now tell me will you stay with me
Will you stay with me
And if you really wanna go will you pray for me
Will you pray for me
Hey
I decided to write a song for you
I wrote this song for you
Because baby think I'm ready for the fall with you
I wanna fall with you
But if the Lord take me back may you wait for me
May you wait for me
And if you really wanna go will you pray for me
Will you pray for me