There was a time when I'd unravel and drown in the snow There was a time when getting murdered would feel like a joke But i'm alive Don't let me die Now that i'm at the top of my game ♪ There was a time when i'd apologize when i should have been sayin' thank you And times where I'd be filled with shame over things that everybody goes through But now i'm free I like being me Now that i'm at the top Now that i'm at the top Now that i'm at the top of my game I get stronger with every punch and every kick And every rock that hits my back And every time that I get sick I get stronger too There's still times where I feel sad as hell And there are times I downright scare myself Time when the rage inside me swells into a big black tidal wave And I feel like an idiot But I know I can deal with it Now that I'm at the top Now that i'm at the top Now that i'm at the top of my game