Back and forth repeating all the same old things I'm wondering
Who are you even if I do know you better than me
Fucked up authority you'll drown with your insecurities
I feel a rope around my neck and you keep pulling it
Having the worst and the best of the feelings
To start again's never been so good
All this time I wasted on someone like you
You've always been so distant, you're not even real
You just kept pulling me under when I was at my lowest
Everytime I needed you weren't there for me
Back and forth repeating all the same old things
I never meant to start a war
I just need something more
This is not a test
Don't judge me from the past
I'm here to take the best
You can just kiss my ass
Having the worst and the best of the feelings
To start again's never been so good
All this time I wasted on someone like you
You've always been so distant, you're not even real
You just kept pulling me under when I was at my lowest
Everytime I needed you weren't there for me
How could you imagine
I'd stay there motionless
And let you scream
You made me fallin'
Like a leaf in the winter
At least I'm free
All this time I wasted on someone like you
You've always been so distant, you're not even real
You just kept pulling me under when I was at my lowest
Everytime I needed you weren't there for me
All this time I wasted on someone like you
You've always been so distant, you're not even real
You just kept pulling me under when I was at my lowest
Everytime I needed you weren't there for me
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