Another night spent up without a purpose Always tired and always nervous Sinking in an ocean of regrets And groundless fears What the fuck you want from me? I never asked for anything I'm just a kid How can you think that I can stand All of this? Oh I knew it You would come back Over and over again Anxiety (You'll never be alone) Will this ever be over? You're taking the best of me I can feel you're here In my veins and you're poison I'm faking a smile but I'll never be the same
So I wake up Every night heavy breathing Nothing surrounds me But the Fear It's right there behind me I hear it laughing at me Everything I swore I'd never be Now it's happening (It's happening) It's like a nightmare But I guess I'll never wake (You're not asleep) Lately when I talk to people I always wanna know All of their worst worries Cause I need to know That It's not just me Will this ever be over? You're taking the best of me I can feel you're here In my veins and you're poison I'm faking a smile but I'll never be the same I'll never thank you enough For all the time you've been Present when everything I counted on was away from me I'll never thank you enough For every single time That you made believe That the only thing left to do Was to cry When all the frameworks Fell off on me And the weight of the entire world Was on my knees I'll never thank you enough ♪ I'll never be the same again I'll never be the same again I'll never be the same again I'll never be the same again