Talk about insecurities I've got my share of those, you see I'm too afraid to lose Or let anyone close to me It's winter in my heart Cold and barren from the start I'd like to not keep my thoughts from Thawing but it's black as night in there There's nothing to warm me inside out Is it anybody's fault? I'd like to not keep myself inside but is it anybody's fault? I've got no right to complain I've caused this hurt again There's no love left for me I forgot what it even means to love I'm slowly killing myself by suffocating what I used to be That pumped the joy through me I don't want to turn out the light cause I'll be Forced to see how life would be like if everything was right That's when I'll finally see that dark finger pointing at me That's whose fault it is, it's mine