It's me optimistic It's me I'm a cynic It's me in the flesh It's me I'm a wreck It's me I'm authentic It's me apathetic It's me condescending It's me I'm pretending I'm pretending to be Something I'm not My mind is on loop I can't turn it off Fighting and fighting Yet I still reprieve As I clasp to nothing And let go of dreams I can't stand the mirror And I'm losing sleep I can't seem to stand What I'm becoming The older I get The more my scars last You wear a smile I'll wear a mask To come back together when falling apart Resolve realize you can always restart I'm quickly learning we never grow up We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up It's me fight for something It's me feeling nothing It's me I'm ambitious It's me I'm malicious It's me I am manic It's me in a panic It's me put together It's me I am severed From late nights and black outs And I'm seeing red Wake up confused Then I only repent I have to remember To try to forget My unanswered questions And face me regret To find where I'm lost Then try to get out Live in the past Not see the now Hold onto nothing When I'm heading south I can't stand the future Cause I'm drenched in doubt You fight for something I'll fight my way out To come back together when falling apart Resolve realize you can always restart I'm quickly learning we never grow up We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up To find out the reason Where this all began Forget who I was Find out who I am Finding a reason To make something last Try to fight for something Let go of the past To hold onto nothing When you lost it all Beg for forgiveness And not feel resolve Not live in the moment But watch through the glass You fight for something Cause I'm fading fast You wear a smile To come back together when falling apart Then pick up the pieces of my broken heart I'm quickly learning we never grow up We simply learn lessons every time we fuck up