Waking up To finally realize Not where I want to be But this has always been my life Drawing lines And I just can't decide If I crossed them So I just keep changing sides Make my way out of my bed There's a voice inside my head Telling me to sleep instead I can't stop wishing I was Find a way To make it through the day I keep telling myself That I'll be ok And if you care Can you promise you'll be there Cause I can't promise that I'll always be here I am constantly in Understand That I can't Comprehend This conversation's going nowhere in my head I live for you And I just can't abuse The way you love me So I'll just keep living in these shoes There's a pain inside my chest Feels like I'm wasting every breath And I constantly feel stressed I can't stop wishing I was Find a way To make it through the day I keep telling myself That I'll be ok And if you care Can you promise you'll be there Cause I can't promise that I'll always be here I am constantly in Find a way To make it through the day I keep telling myself That I'll be ok And if you care Can you promise you'll be there Cause I can't promise that I'll always be here I am constantly in I wish you well As I slowly kill myself But as long as you still love me I'll keep living in this hell