Veins bursting, life flowing forth, into the ground where the soil doesn't darken Finding how hard I can push before the dam gives Don't kill yourself on this shit, kid, please hearken My words mean nothing to you, no hurt but it'll be there soon My problems are pus pockets, neglected ballooning a tomb And what's a man to do but make a bigger move Leave a mark on the world just like they left on you The iron wheel can only fight so hard When I've been slung against it again and again It only has so many teeth to bite down I will wear them brittle and thin A pig to the slaughter with my hand on the wheel Every time I eat feels like my very last meal I keep reminding myself my fate is sealed cause I've left a trail of endings every where I dragged my heels I want to be a Astronaut not a Space Cadet - I played my cards right, didn't shuffle the deck But I'm the one that pushes to the edge - when life's all edges a falls what you'd expect I want to be the meat that blocks the cogs of this gods jest That made this mess so obsessed with being a martyr To inspire fires, nah, to inspire pyres where they lay liars down on beds of You can't guide me You can't bend me I'm solid to my core I'll live like no man can live and live his dreams with no limits at all Disorder insists And leaves us nothing clean I'm done living on this dying rock I'm going to where the sky and the stars meet