I tried to light a fire, but just sprayed gasoline Revealed the bird (but) somewhere, in there it died And when you asked me how I felt I had no other option so I lied And I am working on forgetting how I feel and that I ever tried I had a great time but great times are killing me Misdirection's harder to sustain It's like I'm squatting on a yacht Forget me nots are mixing up my brain And no the guy in the five thousand Dollar suit's not gonna own his pain I never know what to do, I'll never do it for you, I'll never handle this one big problem I never know what to do I'll never do it for you I see these things but I never solve 'em I never know what to do I'll try again to be true I'll mess it up once again And then we'll have to start new And I don't know if I even want to The jury's out on science, my heart is getting hard Worst of all, I think, we're out of ice And if you taste the happy taste the Sad you see they really taste the same I'm turning dollars into pennies taking lives and making them a game I never know what to do, I'll never do it for you, I'll never handle this one big problem I never know what to do I'll never do it for you I see these things but I never solve 'em I never know what to do I'll try again to be true I'll mess it up once again And then we'll have to start new And I don't know if I even want to It's an illusion, not a trick I love you so much, that it's making me sick And now I have a feeling that I can't shake Thinking that I've made a huge mistake I'm having an incredible year, but it's going by quick I always new, great things, would some day come to me But they did not, no not even eventually I never know what to do, I'll never do it for you, I'll never handle this one big problem I never know what to do I'll never do it for you I see these things but I never solve 'em I never know what to do I'll try again to be true I'll mess it up once again And then we'll have to start new And I don't know if I even want to