This has been the worst damn year The worst day of my life and you can't even be here And I can't stand this pain I'm feeling It's so revealing And I can't make these wounds start healing I'm losing all my friends and now I'm losing myself I've gotta find the courage To say the things I need to say One day the truth will surface And i'll feel closer to okay This pain I feel, I know that it's not real And I know that I am not the only one And now I know I've grown to be the man that i'm supposed to be And I can feel you close to me and I've got this feeling You're not gone. My daily prescription keeps increasing slowly It keeps me from being a monster around the ones that know me But I always see the monsters I pretend that they're not there That doesn't make them disappear And now I've found the courage To say the things I need to say One day the truth will surface And i'll feel closer to okay You're not real Go away