Sometimes I really hate myself I hate my job and I hate everybody else And sometimes It's like a punch to the gut I was feeling alright but then my brain fucked up I know I shouldn't keep things bottled up So here's a song about when I blow my top My brain goes into overdrive It's always little things that I make up in my mind Sometimes It's situations in my head That are never gonna happen but they'll drive me to my death And I try I really fucking try To stop these conversations from happening in my mind