Some days when I wake and I'm spitting blood I'm wishing for Cancer to come I'm back at what left me some 4 years ago So just send me a stone from above Some days when I wake up and I'm spitting blood I'm wishing for Cancer to come Please finance my day job and finance my love For right now I'm wishing For Cancer to come For Cancer to come Some days when I wake up around these asphalt walls I really don't know what do For nothing compares to a nothingness Where no one says nothing to you And days when I can't see the top of the walls I'm wishing that Cancer would come Just drop all the hopes and turmoil For right now I'm wishing For Cancer to come For Cancer to come And I won't be scared I'll always be the best thing I've ever had So you can't slow me down Because time wearing thin plus black gold kicking in Equals every possible way of reflecting And I'm just like "Hell yeah!" I'm back at the wheel and I try to move on And the flatline to me, metaphorically, is a plural of horizons But the closer I get the more I regret my urge for a finish line The water is just as blue on the other side