I don't like walking anymore It gets me closer to the people that I don't know And they don't want me anymore 'Cause all we do is party, party on cortisol I have a stash behind my temporal bone But every time I try to share it with people They produce it on their own So, buddy, I'll better be staying at home I don't like walking anymore I don't like talking anymore Every word I drop just flattens every toe And I can't stand how they look at me, no The fear and the hate is so ferociously overthrown So I will be back against the wall With a chameleon jacket and a bucket of ethanol It's just the way that it has turned out to be That the brain is burning the "me" I'll keep my word from you till I am alone I don't like talking anymore NO I don't like being Jay C When all you people look at me Like I've got a fucking idea Of how to solve your misery, well I tell you one thing Although I ain't no Queen "bee/B/Be yourself" Is the best advice from the "The Hawkins Ministry" (And I) I know that it's simple and clean But that is all, all that I am ready to be It's just the way that I am letting it go Building bridges over every rabbit hole It is my solitary mind (ah-ah-ah-ah) Staying alive when facing adversity I'm fighting fire with fire but I just don't wanna be me